Counting down...

Hello!

I'm back to blogging. I have decided to dedicated some time to post entries. After all, blogging does help in my writing. Today, I surfed through BBC website and found out that adopted babies from Guatemala may well be stolen from their relunctant birh mothers. I have considered adopting a baby after my future has stabilised in the event that I cannot conceive. It is ridiculous to note that even babies can be a source of business transactions.

There is about two weeks left to school. I cannot help counting down. I am so bored at all. There is nothing for me to do except eat, use my laptop and sleep. If not for my laptop, I just I would have decomposed at home. Still, I am a little apprehensive about school starting.

I saw Corner With Love today - the taiwanese idol drama starring Barbie Hsu and Show Luo. If not for Show's ever amusing antics that penetrate through his acting, I think the show would be just like any other romantic idol drama. I added a new song to my collection of chinese lyrics. Haha! I am planning to ace my chinese.

Till next time...

童话

这个生活是一个梦。我不知道为什么我觉得每一个事情是不真的发生。如果，我的生活是一个童话，我要变成一个公主。等了时候我的王子出现。

How can we women not tend towards feminism? No matter how much equality womenkind have achieved throughout these ages, there is no end to discrimination and certain disadvantages that apply only to the womenkind. It is unfair. Although it is true that women cannot fully take men's place and vice versa, can't the world be fairer to womenfolk? After all, we are the other half of men.

Having been to a girls's school does not make me like womenfolk any more than I used to. Still, compared to men, I still much prefer being amongst women. If there can ever be a male species who would show me that they care for the womenfolk as their partner and not slave or counterpart, I would have less worries of the future.

Till next time...

SUMMER 2008 - the period of my firsts

Hi! It's been a long time since I blogged.

I have seen moved on. Life has changed. Two semester have gone.

No more crazy over 5566 or 183 club. Even my liking for Fahrenheit has simmered down. Haha! I am currently interested in the latest Taiwanese sensation - 棒棒堂. Yeah. Oh wells!

These three months (or more accurately, two months and one week!) have been pretty exciting. I had my first job working at John Little sale (24th June - 6th July). I went on my first ferry ride which was headed for Batam. I went to Popular Bookstore sale in May and only yesterday, I went for the National Library Board booksale. All these first events may be momentary but very meaningful experiences.

In about three weeks, school is going to start. I anticipate meeting new friends and learning new things. Again, I did not arrange my timetable with anyone. Anyway, I hope to be able to participate more actively in school.

Time has taught me not to judge a book by its cover. Time has also taught me that time does not always alter the things around us. It is whether the person wants to change or not. I anticipate time with not much time on my side. I am getting older yet life has just begun for me. I shall try to treasure the time I have more conscientously.

till next time....

haha! new post since like FOREVER

I am currently at home. Yupz. I have another month of staying at home. I want to work. But. is there such a short term job that gives me enough money and has appropriate timing? Oh well. I feel so much like an adult lately. It makes me feel so detached from who I am. I do not know. I want to play sorts but I don't know whether I have the commitment to do so. I am not ready to commit to anything. Maybe I am afraid to do so.

Never mind. Oh. I am currently insane about Jiro. Nope, not the one from the Japanese group GLAY but Wang Dong Cheng from Fahrenheit. HAHA! He is so ke ai, can. Anyway, I am quite into Fahrenheit nowadays. 183 club is always missing in action and 5566 is currently adopting a low profile. Still, 5566's newest album is coming out next year!!! So is Fahrenheit's 2nd album. YAY! I may go and get both of the albums. Hmm...I need to save money. HAHA!

Ok. I am going off now. To watch Ko-one. HAHA!

*SICK* princess

hello!

I'm sick. I've been coughing for the past few days. Sighs! I know that I SHOULD NOT snack on chocolates and chips but I'm HUNGRY all the time. I think I need to get out more often. Nagging's the order of the day around here. It is not much different if I were to get out. I just watched the Princess Diaries Movie. YAY! I am such a princess. HAHA! My dream is always to be a princess. A lofty dream but a dream that keeps me alive and real. I am a princess in my own right. I just lack a tiara and an official title. I believe that being a princess is all about being true to oneself and having the grace as well as poise to do so.

What's with getting a degree, anyway? SERIOUSLY. Besides getting a well-paying job and a clever husband, I don't see the value of that particular certificate. Well, I am seriously grousing about the ever-present need to self-improve yourself through education in Singapore. WHY? It's because EDUCATION = MONEY = HAPPINESS.

Let me justify the above deduction.

One needs to be educated to secure a job that pays well in Singapore where human resource is ABUNDANT. Note that the abundance of human beings in a small island means that the talented, educated and unique individuals are the ones that STAND OUT.

One needs money to basically operate his daily needs. This is because the world is getting too globalised and technology-dependent. A poor man has to struggle with maintaining the utility bills (if he has a lodging) , his food and drink and to maintain a secure income. It would be even worse if he has to maintain a family. A beggar may be happy to sleep in the streets but I don't think he is the least bit happy about his situation. All the "free" things in the world have to be paid with money. Water, natural produce and even fresh air are no longer FREE.

Happiness is indeed relative. One can be happy helping others. That does not need money. Wait a minute. It does. Volunteering may be a selfless and satisfying venture. But, one needs to have money to support the transport fees needed to travel to the place that needs volunteer help. Even online volunteers need to sign up for internet subscription to actively volunteer via the Web.

I heard that any job advertisement requiring a degree actually prioritize applicants with an honours degree or better. Obviously, I would do the same if I were the employer. Still, consider if one can be happy after achieving the degree for a job to later pursue happiness.

Alright. I am seriously whining now. I cannot imagine why there can be people who are so proud to have studied hard and prove themselves clever in the academic area. Can't there be other ways of measuring cleverness in a person? Am I stupid or less able if I am unable to enter into a university?

If only miracles exist. If only I knew.

NEED A JOB!

HELLO!

HAha. I am still at home. I need a JOB. I want to get out. OHKAY. I shall stop whining. I just finished searching for jobs online. None of them particularly suit me. Anyway, I need to start calling up schools in the area. I wonder if I can get a job by this week. Woah, a CHALLENGE posed by ME to ME. HAHA. This font is so cool.

By the way, I am currently crazy about the taiwanese girl group, S.H.E. Hebe is so cute! I think the group is way more talented than 5566 although a number of their songs are "borrowed" from original singers. Still, their original songs are not bad. Despite so, I am not keen on buying their newest album, PLAY. Other than the song - Zhong Guo Hua; the other songs are not so appealing.
** I love their song, SUPERMODEL!!!**

I heard a bad news that 183club might be losing a member. Sighs! Shaowei is so wrong in his decision to join that band. There is not much news about 5566. Since SNTGD changed its format to indoor dancing, I cannot be bothered about keeping track of the show. WQYL is also rather boring since Shaowei is only on the SZDZ section. Nonetheless, I am really looking forward to their upcoming album(at least it is rumoured to be releasd this year).

Arghh! I hate having to anticipate my future. I don't know. Being unable to know anything is such an INSECURE feeling.

I NEED TO FIND A JOB...............................................

BUBBLE happyness!

HAHA! I've purposely misspelt a word as seen above. Oh well. Feeling rather contented now. Thanks to the ever continuing support from my LOVED ones. I might consider taking the polytechnic route. I'm doing SCIENCE! HAHA! I'm going to be a Science convert. Well, I might try out doing food technology. I would love manipulating organic chemicals to invent NEW, HALAL creations. Maybe, I could come up with halal gourmet dishes. Still, my dearest mum would like me to persevere to enter an university. Sighs!

I'm PISSED being a girl. I know this is the ??????th time that I've whined about me being a girl. But, being a girl just has its disadvantages. I mean, we have to be discrete and refined yet strong and assertive to survive in this world. WHATEVER! I am so not liking the part about having to be refined. I suppose I have to focus on the benefits of being a female.

It's rather HOT today. Nonetheless, a fine day. I went to the AIRPORT today. YAY! I managed to view airplanes at the viewing galleries. Nothing interesting but it was fun exploring the airport in the morning. THANKS to the person who willingly accompanied me that day! ^-^

I want to blow bubbles at the park. Bubbles are such a representation of happiness. So delicate and technicolour. HAHA! Alright! I'm going to sign off. I have to promote my abilities...







IF I WAS GIVEN A CHANCE TO RELIVE MY LIFE, I WOULD GIVE THAT CHANCE UP TO GAIN TRUE HAPPINESS IN THIS LIFE.

IF I WOULD BE GIVEN 3 WISHES, THEY WOULD BE FOR THE ONES I LOVE.

IF THERE IS NO MORE LOVE IN THIS WORLD, THERE WOULD NO MORE BE ME.