the STRANGE thing about...

MOTHERS...

Sighs! I do not know why but I think that mothers are strange creatures. They love their children so much that they would do anything to protect their children from hurt. Even from the realities of the world. I am so frustrated now. It seems that I want to talk to my mum about lots of things. I've always wanted to find a kindred spirit but my mum is already one. She keeps hiding stuff- things that we supposedly should not know.

I quarrelled with her the other day. I really regretted it. But, I want to be free yet I cannot. I cannot afford to make her worry or hurt her anymore. Time is cruel and each micro-second is precious from now on. If only, I knew about the importance of time, love and family. Still, time does not allow for regrets.

I am so confused. I cannot do anything. I hope things would turn out for the better. I know that I did have had a wonderful life before. I also know that life is not a bed of roses. But, let's hope that life would not be a bed of rocks from now on. That's what I do not know and cannot know.